So, in the last 3 months I’ve lost 11kgs. The doctors have been telling me for years that losing weight would make me feel much better. In a way they were right, it does feel nice putting on clothes that are now too big. It’s nice looking at my body and seeing that it’s smaller… but it’s made me feel worse about my endo.

11kgs ago, sure, I’d feel nauseous and bloated, but now I can SEE the bloat and can feel how swollen it is when I push on my tummy. Wearing pants and a seatbelt makes it worse. I didn’t realise I could feel more uncomfortable. It is actually really distressing.

I think I would almost rather be fat.