Genesis 32:9-10 (MSG)“And then Jacob prayed, “God of my father Abraham, God of my father Isaac, God who told me, ‘Go back to your parents’ homeland and I’ll treat you well.’ I don’t deserve all the love and loyalty you’ve shown me. When I left here and crossed the Jordan I only had the clothes on my back, and now look at me—two camps!”
This is just before the well known story when Jacob wrestles with God. Jacob is fearing for his life and the life of his family and livestock – the brother he betrayed and stole from is headed his way. He sets a plan in motion, sending his camps and family ahead.
This prayer reminded me of Gods unconditional grace and that I must come before him humble. Like Jacob, I don’t deserve all the love and loyalty God has shown me. Yet, despite my depravity and disobedience, Jesus allowed me to receive the ultimate blessing; perfect peace and a relationship with my creator (Romans 5:8). This part of Gods nature, offering us undeserved favour, is continually revealed throughout history.
I praise my Creator for the blessing of being loved and chosen to have an untainted relationship with him, even though, like Jacob I don’t deserve it.